Summer school

It has been a while since I last posted anything. I guess I got a little busy. Well anyway, I've been working at HLA for a while now, and I'm not as excited as I was in the beginning, don't get me wrong, I'm grateful to have a job, but for some reason the passion isn't there. I'm not really sure what I want to do as a career, but I'm still looking. Summer school teaching is a very new and weird experience. Me personally, I don't feel as if high school students should be allowed to take summer school course. If you couldn't get it in a semester, what makes you think you're going to get it in 3 weeks. Same for students trying to get ahead. It so much material to try and learn in that short period of time that it is somewhat impossible to get the information like you need. Anyway I'm getting off, just wanted to post something since I haven't been on in a couple of months....

Its been a while

It's 9:08 pm. I jus got out the tub soaking watching this runaway video by kanye. Ain't been feelin too great these past few days, not sleeping, no energy, no enjoyment in life. Just lost right now.

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Can't sleep

It's 4:02 am. I have been up essentially since 9 am and sleep has been far and in between the past few nights. I don't think I've slept for more than 4 hours a night even with the medication. I'm extremely tired and a little aggravated by it. But hopefully it'll change. I did have a nice day with my goddaughter today though so I guess that's the only plus.

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It's been a while

It's 9:45 pm. It has been a little while since my last blog. I have been doing ok. Some good days and some bad, but I'm pushing through. I have a follow up appointment next week to see the doctor so hopefully all goes well. But not going to write much. Kind of tired. Until next time.

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Can't sleep

It's 3:13 am. I can't sleep. I been having problems sleeping for the past week now. I'm tired so don't know what the problem is.

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Out with the lbs

It's 6:04 pm. I'm waiting at Yard House in City Center for my line brothers. This Friday is the weekend that we all meet up to talk bout what has been going on with each other. It's a chance for me to get out so it should be nice.

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Getting to my goal

It's 5:03 pm. I just left the gym. I'm gaining weight at a steady pace no. I'm getting back to where I want to be physically and mentally. I have started to learn to love myself and feel good about who I am. I couldn't have reached this place in my life without the help of God and my loved ones friends and family. Each day is still a struggle but I have learned not to give up. It feels good to be in a steady pace in life. It took some time but I'm slowly learning.

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